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Fri Feb 13, 2009, 12:52 PM
  • Mood: Tearful
STOLEN NOT MINE!!!!!

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I won’t risk loosing my family and friends.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don’t believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to “teach me a lesson”

—IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG … REPOST THIS ON YOUR BLOG

Sqwwe!!!

Fri Feb 13, 2009, 6:40 AM
  • Mood: Excited
Okay for those people who dont know my family, at the moment my parents are only engaged due to the CSA and all that noncence, but there is some uber exciting news I wanna tell you all!!

This is only a plan at the moment... but my parents are thinking of getting married in 2010 in Jabrolta!!!!

Im am mondo excited and cant stop wanting to grin and smile and bounch around like a twat!!!

That means ~Vampengiun that you may get to come to if it does get the go ahead ;p

In anycase... LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

OC's

Wed Dec 31, 2008, 12:59 PM
  • Mood: Daily Needs
Name: Dimita

Age: 17 years old

Sex: Female

Appearance: [link] she has also got a tattoo on her shoulder of a celtic knot. She normally wears dark clothing

Personality: She can quite feisty when she wants to be, not afraid to speak her mind to anyone. She can also be quite possessive and protective of those that she holds close to her heart, and will fight back to protect them. But appart from her fiery temperament she is also quite withdrawn and quiet when on her own or relaxing, quite happy just to curl up underthe covers with a book and read.
She also sensative in a way to subtle changes around her e.g. moods, temperature or any subtle difference within a person

History: Dimita has always been an independent woman, learning how to defend herself and look after herself when her brother and mother died. Her father she knows nothing about, only knowing that he had left them when she was still only a babe. Not really a trusting person with everyone she has few friends, who she trusts fully. The only wishes to find a best friend that will understand her and who she can place all her trust in.

Added notes: Can also be played as a vampire if needed. In both vampire and human form she uses a dagger in self defence (please tell me if you wish for her to be a vampire or not or i will assume that you will want her as her normal, over sensative human self)

More will be added in time

IE!

Tue Dec 16, 2008, 11:07 AM
  • Mood: Suffering
If anyone is using Internet Explorerer then you must know its been BUGGED!

Go to the following web address [link]

Download Firefox temporary for today unless you want to loose passwords to important things such as to Banking sites and Ebay and the like

I suggest you do this ASAP

Love Kitty

Devious Journal Entry

Tue Jul 15, 2008, 11:52 AM
  • Mood: Pestered
  • Watching: Robin Hood: Men in Tights
I'm really sorry my friends that i haven't been on and chatting... unfortunatly i've been moving so i've been going back and forth moving stuff and the sorts

I also have another piece of bad news... I'm not going to be on for the next week or so cause i'm going to Wales to see my family thats up there... if I can get the computer then i will but that is highly doubtful...

So once again i appologise and I'll be on soon to bug you all, especially my Chatroom friends

Love ya all!

Nexil

My Friends!!!

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